Daydreams & iPod Nanos: An Ode to Adolescence
These feelings of vulnerability are sometimes inexpressible; so, we turn to music. Now, I am the farthest I’ve ever been from my adolescence; simultaneously, this is the closest I’ll ever be to it.
How I’m Rethinking Self-Care
I started to make a conscious effort to take care of myself and my needs by sticking to healthier routines, such as eating healthier, working out, journaling, and visiting a counselor. Having these healthier habits help me develop my sense of self, by being more in touch with my needs and goals in life.
Ode to the Girls with a Passion for Fashion
When I think about the Bratz, I think of how they portrayed a girlhood grounded by pop culture, friendship, fashion, and being their own bosses.
A Moment of Self-Reflection
It’s difficult, learning to let go of the things I am not ready to give up. I don’t want to end this chapter of my life. Not because it’s fantastic, but because my youth holds me. Comforts me, even.
The Delicacy of Almost Loves
It’s a real breakup despite not being in an actual relationship. We go through the same motions of reflecting on what could be better, evaluating the past, thinking about them when we shouldn’t, and allowing ourselves to grieve the relationship.
My New Year’s Resolution: 3 Ways to Channel Stevie Nicks in 2020
Being at peace comes from honoring every version of yourself—past, present, and the changing future. People aren’t iPhones and progress isn’t linear. You don’t have to constantly race to be the next best thing.
Powerless Performer
She told lies about my show; who I was. Said it was all fake and made people leave mine to come to hers. Even the ones who promised to always toss me roses left. All I could do was be silent, ‘cause a performer isn’t supposed to show their broken heart to the crowd.
It’s not just a phase mom
For punk fans, running around wildly without anyone restraining you is that release. Other people may engage in exercise, meditation, or even drinking to find their release, but moshing is ideal for punk rockers. For those few hours of time, a fan can let out their emotions in any way that they choose, and feel free.
Revisiting Moonlight
I’ve never been much for romance, but I can wholeheartedly say that I am in love with that scene. And I am so in love with this movie. I suppose the reason this movie resonates so deeply with me is because I got to watch a love story pan out through such an innocent lens.
Imposter syndrome: will I be able to make it so long as I fake it?
I wanted to be the master of my own destiny, I wanted to believe that I was capable of defeating the destructive nature of time. Though that is what we often forget, what I would not bring myself to admit for the longest time: we are not alone in this world.
Beauty Queen
Beauty isn't only skin and bones and smiles. It means having the courage to pursue one’s dreams and having the heart to forgive those who have caused you pain, to be unapologetically true to yourself.